Saturday, May 19, 2007

It's as if I'm not living life...

>>>It's as if I'm not living life. I'm merely passing through.>>>

Life had been really busy for the past few weeks. Exams were held so frequently that I hadn't had the time to do leisure activities. My time were mostly occupied with studying. But now, mid-year exams are over. 3 exams down, plenty more to go.

My music teacher has no idea how hectic my life is. She kept piling me with loads of exam worksheets and told me to finish them within a week. I'm having plenty of latih-tubis' and exams in school already. On top of eveything else, I'm going to sit both my practical and theory exam in August. Great, on my birthday month. Plus, my practical exam is held during the Percubaan PMR week. And, I'm the last student to sit for it on that day. (Come to think of it, is that a good or bad thing?) Besides that, my theory is 3 days before my birthday. I know it doesn't really affect my birthday mood, but it does affect my 'birth-month' mood. Huh. Not just that, I have to study German, Italian and French music terms (3 languages?! Insane!), instruments' terms and the most dreaded- History of Music. Don't forget the exam worksheets. I'm studying so much stuff just to sit for an exam that lasts 3 hours. That's only for theory. For practical, I'm quite prepared. Just that I have to practise th piano everyday. You know, playing the piano should be a leisure activity. But, it's turning to become pressure. I wanted to stop for a year. Too late. Exams' are all registered. No backing out. I'm stuck! I never thought that piano will be a burden this year. If only I've known earlier.

I'm going to the 2 days-1 night Ulu Yam camp sponsored by the counselling club on next Saturday. At least I get to miss one Music class. I'm so looking forward to it. It'll also be my brothers' birthday next Sunday. And I still haven't found them a present. Parents gonna take us to THE SHIP to celebrate after I return from the camp. Hmm, maybe I should just turn up and tell my brothers that I totally forgot that it was their birthday, so no present. Considering the way they treated me this year, I'm not 'keterlaluan'. Nah, I won't do that. I'm a good sister. Ha.

>>>Life's not as peaceful as it seems...>>>

0 Comments:

Post a Comment

Subscribe to Post Comments [Atom]

<< Home